Tuesday, July 26, 2011

blueskiesfade

The download includes unreleased tracks.

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=QDSPYTV0


8 comments:

  1. could you post a scan of the lyrics or put them up?

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    1. numb
      as we walk down this lonely beach. as the moon lights your face. as the water crashes down upon our lives. we can't feel this love inside. can't you see I'm numb all over from this burning flame. no more can i see. the live we once had. this time we lost our touch. as the wolf cries. at the blood lit moon tonight. as the moon spins and the earth comes to this end. i can't se the future anymore anymore this world will see me again. after which i hold not myself. the force which makes us whole the time that i feel is right. to make these amends . yesterday has gone to fast. no more can i make. these amends.

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    2. pacify the agony
      as the sun sets. our shadows grow long. the darkness surrounds your life. when you're all alone no friends no family no one there for you to love. awake at night crying. just to make it through the lightlessness. you sooth your pain by bloodshed. and as the blood trickles out your arms. you plead for a wish. this wish is so simple. you plead for death. can life be so bad to destroy. yourself like this. having feelings of a cold rainy day at the shore. seems like a pointless reason to destroy your life. this world is a brown leafed bone chilling fall breeze. cooling the blood in your veins. the blood you'll need again shed. pacify the agony. soothing your pain by bloodshed . as the sun sets our shadows grow long. darkness surrounds your life when your all alone. no one there for you to love. pleading for a wish you plead for death for death the cold wind blows. it cools your blood. the blood you'll again shed to sooth your pain. blood covered the walls blood covered the floor you slit your wrists the pain you endure. pleading for a wish you plead for death. you wish you could breathe your last breath. as the sun sets. our shadows grow long. as your blood sheds you are alone. pacify the agony. as your blood drains from your body you remain alone.

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    3. blueskiesfade
      elaborating on the pat we have seen. the purity is gone. and the rest we all deceive. we stare upon this room and rejoice in all our lives. but the messages has been sent. its till the last one dies. blueskiesfade. blueskiesfade in our eyes. day by day. blueskiesfade. blueskiesfade away. in my heart day by day. confusion in their minds. setting them astray. all caught up in the moment their lives are washed away. no obligations left. all washed away no obligations left all washed up and all done. but the message was sent. and we all won.

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  2. Monday.
    i can't think or see the light. but is the light really there. with my arms extended. fingers grasping. I'm sorry for the pain that i caused the relationship that i broke. will you ever forgive me i remember all the times that we had. lost within my self i can't let these walls down. the walls that i built i built strong. all around my soul i just can't let them down. things seem unclear and misconceived our ways are not on the same line. we don't see things eye to eye. sometimes i think we should just kiss goodbye. its so hard to let the love go but was the our love even real. as i throw the memories away i cry. its so hard to let go. love. its so hard to let love go. i am standing in the emptyness. i look down there is nothing to stand on. my soul's broke. my senses dying. my soul is into the blue I'm sorry for the pain that i cause the relationship i broke will you ever forgive me.

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    1. on the side of darkness.
      have we reached the side of darkness. only one can tell. in this lonesome life. as this will prevail. on the glass my hands cling. my life slips by. right through my dreams. my knuckles white my teeth clenched tight. i can't surrender to this madness this time I've gone way too far. no turning back to the other side. my hands kill. my mind draws blank. the strength that i feel . my inspiration died. no time for remorse. this is the beginning of my life. as i peel away the self-righteous skins. your blinded.

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  3. angelica's story
    home alone angelica sat. starring at the sky. waiting for the rain to stop. she wanted a chance to play. before her father came home. she knew that once he arrived. she'd be put to work. if she didn't follow his orders. he would beat on her. all she could do was cry. he battered and bruised her face. she was so innocent. emotions kept inside. for years all she could do was cry so young so innocent all she could do was cry. the sky broke apart and the rays shined down it warmed the soul of a littler girl. at last she can go out and play. while skipping rope on the side walk. she just happened to spot. her fathers truck coming down the street. her smile went away. he called her into the house. he laid his orders on her. she can't take this abuse anymore. she decided to take a stand. this time he went too far. her soul. it bleeds he grabbed her by the hair. and threw her on the floor. continually hit her in the face. that innocent face. curled up to protect herself. all she could do was cry. she can't take this abuse. she got away. she ran up the stairs. went to his closet. she looked and looked. she found his gun. he ran in after her. she pointed it his way. she pulled the trigger. shot him dead. she stands up. and says to him. you hurt me. he pushed her to the point. where she just crumbled. was it the right thing to do. for angelica to kill her father. yes i think so.

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  4. blur
    i sit back and watch my self cry. i sit back and feel all your strife. i sit back and watch my old life. think back to all the trust lost. time and time again. i can't take this pain. that i brought onto myself. i just can't wait till the time you can trust me again. in our lives my life is just this blur. without your trust my life blurs. your soul bleeds. no more can i take this pain. take this pain. away from me. my life blurs. your soul bleeds. no more can i take this pain. take this pain. live this pain. tai t his pain away from me, no more can i sit back and watch myself cry. no more can i sit back and watch the hardships. we made die. my life blurs your soul bleeds no more can i take this pain. take this pain away from me.

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